so all my friends are out having a good time right now so i decided to blog my sorrows away....
this sucks maaan. just not having the choice to stay home or go out sucks. like if i was staying home by choice i would probably feel better cuz i know if i really wanna go out i can. now i have no choice but to stay inside! YES! All my friends are doing something fun except armando. RIP. he doesnt even have his phone and he cant get online so he has it much harder and i shouldnt be complaining. but i am anyways.
i know its only day 5 but it feels like day 521489213749823759123894728652785979865348749345918509348509140.
so what can i do for two more weeks?
i downloaded hella songs and went on ebaumsworld for the first time in like 6 years. its not funny anymore ):
luckily football and baseball can save my life. football at 9 in the morning and baseball all the way in oakland everyday at 5 covers most of the day. then i can workout in between. so hopefully i become a better athlete too after this. i mean i definitely will be but i dont wanna get ahead of myself. I can work on my tan too. my body is like 6 different shades of brown
man if i only i didnt go in walmart.... that was the dumbest thing thats ever happened to me. i mean it was so easy to avoid and i still got caught up in it. oh wellllllll shit happens. everything works out eventually. i just cant go to walmart anymore but whatever. cheap ass store.
i wrote a story.
One day there was a duck, he was a nice duck. his name was Petree he didnt get in very much trouble but one day everything turned around. He was with his friends Arman the armadillo and Peja the parrot. so Peja flew all of them to the beehive. Petree and Arman were confused! "what are we doing here Peja?" they asked . " were gonna steal some honey!" Peja said. " OH NOOOOO!" Petree and Arman said. Not wanting to be pussy cats, they went in the hive anyways. All the bees were busy working . (This is a giant hive by the way. thats how they all fit inside. ) " PEJA! THIS ISNT A GOOD IDEA! THERES SOOO MANY BEES! " Petree said. " NO ITS OKAY PETREE. WERE GONNA DO IT! " Peja said. so they tried to take it and got caught. The queen bee called her soldier bees to go take care of the three thieves. suddenly, Petree turned into a bear and ate the beehive. Peja and Arman made it out alive. " oh petree your my hero!" they both said. " roaaaaar!" Petree replied. So Petree lived happily ever after. he didnt get grounded or anything. he had the best summer ever and hungout with his friends every day and never had to stay home.
this story was completely fictional and wasnt based on anything. not true at all.
ive really turned into a different person. i remember when i was a freshman i thought i would never get in trouble ever and i was a shy little weirdo that didnt talk to anyone but my friends. i guess im still shy but im working on it. Everyone seems the same but all the stuff happening is different. i swear all the people i know look exactly the same as they did 4 years ago but the freshman are saying we look like adults already haha.
oh shit seniors next year! thats weird it feels like we just finished freshman year. i cant believe high schools almost over. then we enter the real world and we have to provide for ourselves and we cant screw up anymore or its gonna be 100 times worse. You can kinda tell the path people are going on already just by how theyre going about their lives.
miggys back too which is great. it feels like we just left off from when he left last year. there wasnt any awkward moments and it feels like he was here the whole year. well at least to me but i wouldnt really know cuz i cant hangout with anyone that much.
daang were almost there. were about to be adults and cruise through senior year.
while i was writing this i had a change in mood! my life is actually cool right now. everything that matters is good. my grades ended off good, baseball and football are great . i know im becoming better at both every day and theres so much time till either season starts. i already know this years gonna be good. i have my phone and i see most of my friends at football and sometimes i can get out if im lucky so i guess its not too bad. i hope armandos holding up ok tho. no one can really contact him. maybe i could say im a secret pen pal from mexico and write him letters. or i could buy walkie talkies and we can talk on those. that would be fun.
well im sooo thirsty right now probably gonna go drink some chocolate milk.
sorry if this blog had no point im just really bored !
SOMEBODY PLEASE VISIT ME!
bye
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
growing up
daaaamn i havent posted here in hella long. and i have two posts haha oh well i dont think anyone reads anybodys stuff anyways. except tais cuz its funny haha. just kidding nigga.
but yeah this years hella fuckin weird. not in a bad way its just everythings different now. i guess you could say i changed but so did everything around me. so i like to say i just adapted to my enviroment. survival of the fittest ask darwin about that. everybody's been changing lately. i think people are starting to mature except for me and my friends haha. we just got more immature i think. but hey, we have fun and thats all that matters. people hate all the time and say we need to grow up but who the hell wants to grow up? were only gonna be teenagers once and our days are numbered. in like 3 years were never gonna be able to be teenagers again and were gonna have the rest of our lives to be grown up. i dont wanna look back on my teenage years and say oh i was too worried about being older so i didnt get to enjoy myself. when im 21 or in college i know im gonna miss these days. making stupid ass videos and doing stupid shit every second of the day. making animal noises and making people feel uncomfortable. were not gonna be able to do that stuff when were 21. were gonna actually have to be grown up or else we wont have a living. right now we can still do a lot of stuff and get away with it. we have our parents to support us so we might as well take advantage of that haha . theres no rush to grow up
dont get me wrong tho i still wanna be successful when i grow up and i will be. all of my friends will be. as much as people think were immature and stuff, we know how to enjoy ourselves and do what makes us happy. but at the same time we do what we have to do to get shit done. whether other people like it or not.
yeah theres hella shit going on in our group too but that happens in any family . you dont always get along with everyone. one week they are your best friend then the next week youve had enough of them and you cant wait to get away from them. i guess thats why everyone thinks other people are fake. every day i hear about how different people are fake. if you think about it everyones fake. everybody talks shit, including me. some people just do it more than others. and some people say things that are more insulting than others. but thats just whats funny these days. making other people feel like shit is funny now. thats what everything came to. its terrible but its true. i think its funny too im not gonna lie. its just when people get all offended is when its funny.
i kept thinking about how our crews so different than like 3 years ago. most of the people are the same plus some new faces but our lives are different. i think its cuz we have cars now. we dont sit in kevin or miggys room anymore and have good conversations anymore. its always trying to think of the craziest thing we can do that night. going on adventures or to parties and polluting our bodies haha . we dont ever go to waters end park with like 3934309 people and play basketball and walk to someones house and chill and watch movies the whole night anymore. its either we pick everyone up and go somewhere or everyone stays home and doesnt do anything. i was talking to gustavo about this too in math. we really dont know whats going on with each others lives that much anymore cuz we dont just sit and have conversations. all we talk about is what were doing that night and whats going on at the moment. i guess everyones just becoming more individual now. i think if theres a reason our group splits up is because everyone has different priorities. some of us are trying to grow up and the others are still the same. theres nothing wrong with either way its just everyones gonna have different ideas about whats fun now. despite all the changes i love my life so much. like really shit i wouldnt trade it for anything. all the people i surrounded myself with are great people and school and sports are perfect right now. well not so much school but its enough for me. so i cant complain im good (:
but yeah this years hella fuckin weird. not in a bad way its just everythings different now. i guess you could say i changed but so did everything around me. so i like to say i just adapted to my enviroment. survival of the fittest ask darwin about that. everybody's been changing lately. i think people are starting to mature except for me and my friends haha. we just got more immature i think. but hey, we have fun and thats all that matters. people hate all the time and say we need to grow up but who the hell wants to grow up? were only gonna be teenagers once and our days are numbered. in like 3 years were never gonna be able to be teenagers again and were gonna have the rest of our lives to be grown up. i dont wanna look back on my teenage years and say oh i was too worried about being older so i didnt get to enjoy myself. when im 21 or in college i know im gonna miss these days. making stupid ass videos and doing stupid shit every second of the day. making animal noises and making people feel uncomfortable. were not gonna be able to do that stuff when were 21. were gonna actually have to be grown up or else we wont have a living. right now we can still do a lot of stuff and get away with it. we have our parents to support us so we might as well take advantage of that haha . theres no rush to grow up
dont get me wrong tho i still wanna be successful when i grow up and i will be. all of my friends will be. as much as people think were immature and stuff, we know how to enjoy ourselves and do what makes us happy. but at the same time we do what we have to do to get shit done. whether other people like it or not.
yeah theres hella shit going on in our group too but that happens in any family . you dont always get along with everyone. one week they are your best friend then the next week youve had enough of them and you cant wait to get away from them. i guess thats why everyone thinks other people are fake. every day i hear about how different people are fake. if you think about it everyones fake. everybody talks shit, including me. some people just do it more than others. and some people say things that are more insulting than others. but thats just whats funny these days. making other people feel like shit is funny now. thats what everything came to. its terrible but its true. i think its funny too im not gonna lie. its just when people get all offended is when its funny.
i kept thinking about how our crews so different than like 3 years ago. most of the people are the same plus some new faces but our lives are different. i think its cuz we have cars now. we dont sit in kevin or miggys room anymore and have good conversations anymore. its always trying to think of the craziest thing we can do that night. going on adventures or to parties and polluting our bodies haha . we dont ever go to waters end park with like 3934309 people and play basketball and walk to someones house and chill and watch movies the whole night anymore. its either we pick everyone up and go somewhere or everyone stays home and doesnt do anything. i was talking to gustavo about this too in math. we really dont know whats going on with each others lives that much anymore cuz we dont just sit and have conversations. all we talk about is what were doing that night and whats going on at the moment. i guess everyones just becoming more individual now. i think if theres a reason our group splits up is because everyone has different priorities. some of us are trying to grow up and the others are still the same. theres nothing wrong with either way its just everyones gonna have different ideas about whats fun now. despite all the changes i love my life so much. like really shit i wouldnt trade it for anything. all the people i surrounded myself with are great people and school and sports are perfect right now. well not so much school but its enough for me. so i cant complain im good (:
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