LOCKDOWN

so all my friends are out having a good time right now so i decided to blog my sorrows away....

this sucks maaan. just not having the choice to stay home or go out sucks. like if i was staying home by choice i would probably feel better cuz i know if i really wanna go out i can. now i have no choice but to stay inside! YES! All my friends are doing something fun except armando. RIP. he doesnt even have his phone and he cant get online so he has it much harder and i shouldnt be complaining. but i am anyways.

i know its only day 5 but it feels like day 521489213749823759123894728652785979865348749345918509348509140.

so what can i do for two more weeks?

i downloaded hella songs and went on ebaumsworld for the first time in like 6 years. its not funny anymore ):

luckily football and baseball can save my life. football at 9 in the morning and baseball all the way in oakland everyday at 5 covers most of the day. then i can workout in between. so hopefully i become a better athlete too after this. i mean i definitely will be but i dont wanna get ahead of myself. I can work on my tan too. my body is like 6 different shades of brown

man if i only i didnt go in walmart.... that was the dumbest thing thats ever happened to me. i mean it was so easy to avoid and i still got caught up in it. oh wellllllll shit happens. everything works out eventually. i just cant go to walmart anymore but whatever. cheap ass store.

i wrote a story.
One day there was a duck, he was a nice duck. his name was Petree he didnt get in very much trouble but one day everything turned around. He was with his friends Arman the armadillo and Peja the parrot. so Peja flew all of them to the beehive. Petree and Arman were confused! "what are we doing here Peja?" they asked . " were gonna steal some honey!" Peja said. " OH NOOOOO!" Petree and Arman said. Not wanting to be pussy cats, they went in the hive anyways. All the bees were busy working . (This is a giant hive by the way. thats how they all fit inside. ) " PEJA! THIS ISNT A GOOD IDEA! THERES SOOO MANY BEES! " Petree said. " NO ITS OKAY PETREE. WERE GONNA DO IT! " Peja said. so they tried to take it and got caught. The queen bee called her soldier bees to go take care of the three thieves. suddenly, Petree turned into a bear and ate the beehive. Peja and Arman made it out alive. " oh petree your my hero!" they both said. " roaaaaar!" Petree replied. So Petree lived happily ever after. he didnt get grounded or anything. he had the best summer ever and hungout with his friends every day and never had to stay home.

this story was completely fictional and wasnt based on anything. not true at all.

ive really turned into a different person. i remember when i was a freshman i thought i would never get in trouble ever and i was a shy little weirdo that didnt talk to anyone but my friends. i guess im still shy but im working on it. Everyone seems the same but all the stuff happening is different. i swear all the people i know look exactly the same as they did 4 years ago but the freshman are saying we look like adults already haha.

oh shit seniors next year! thats weird it feels like we just finished freshman year. i cant believe high schools almost over. then we enter the real world and we have to provide for ourselves and we cant screw up anymore or its gonna be 100 times worse. You can kinda tell the path people are going on already just by how theyre going about their lives.

miggys back too which is great. it feels like we just left off from when he left last year. there wasnt any awkward moments and it feels like he was here the whole year. well at least to me but i wouldnt really know cuz i cant hangout with anyone that much.

daang were almost there. were about to be adults and cruise through senior year.

while i was writing this i had a change in mood! my life is actually cool right now. everything that matters is good. my grades ended off good, baseball and football are great . i know im becoming better at both every day and theres so much time till either season starts. i already know this years gonna be good. i have my phone and i see most of my friends at football and sometimes i can get out if im lucky so i guess its not too bad. i hope armandos holding up ok tho. no one can really contact him. maybe i could say im a secret pen pal from mexico and write him letters. or i could buy walkie talkies and we can talk on those. that would be fun.

well im sooo thirsty right now probably gonna go drink some chocolate milk.

sorry if this blog had no point im just really bored !
SOMEBODY PLEASE VISIT ME!
bye